Mental
I am so mentally exhausted. This is the first time I have really admitted this since the divorce proceedings started. Up until now I have pretended to be strong and happy as much as possible. I don’t want people to feel bad for me. But over the past week or two, my anxiety level keeps creeping up higher and higher, until today, where it is almost off the chart. I keep having to use the bathroom which is a huge indicator to me that my anxiety is up. I tried using the paper shredder crosscut to see if that would soothe my nerves but it didn’t work.
